Control

Wiper blades go back and forth
Keeping a steady pace to clear my view
My heart is beating faster by the second
Got the radio on, it’s blaring out a song you’d probably hate
But it helps me to feel better

So I’ll drive to get away from you
And what you’ve become

Can you see what you’ve done to me
The pain you caused
The suffering will never leave me
Is this what you want to see
To watch me fail
To fall and sink right back into myself

It’s a long drive home, but I’m not heading back there yet
Alone in this car, giving me time to reflect
It didn’t start this way, we were both happy once
But something changed

So I’ll drive to get away from you
And what you’ve become

Can you see what you’ve done to me
The pain you caused
The suffering will never leave me
Is this what you want to see
To watch me fail
To fall and sink right back into myself

You say you want me to come home
But I am never coming back
This is out of your control
So I’m gone

Scars may form
But this broken heart will heal

Take a deep breath
Try not to panic
Scars may form
But this broken heart will heal
I’ll build a new life
Free of your control